Sometimes the best thing is to fall…

In awful awkwardness tried to escape those lingering eyes
With a hope to be found, watched silently her acts in sly
Desperately entered a gossip almost passed
Hoping to make a mark and crack laughter
“Act cool,” I reprimanded myself
Like the symbol of the sun, nerd of the herd
Alas! Confounded by the presence of a soul
Lost timidly like a rabbit in a brawl

I only provoked the treason with a whimsical reason
Chased a figure an epitome of happiness
Waited a smile to shrug the dreariness
Wished to gain even it meant losing all
Existed once, a heart embellished like a whipped caramel Choco dip
That with every beat sung songs of joy
Dreaded never to dwarf the mighty; failed never to wish love
Is now left with no recoup, and all it says is ever again

Something filled the void, unveiled oceans of love
Called for valiance but brought serene
Sumptuously carved an image within
Anguish recoiled and the heart rejoiced
I wanted to stand tall but realized sometimes the best thing is to fall…

Walk in the rain

Overwhelmed with emotions the dark clouds burst
Pondering showers heavy to bring down the trees
Scintillating thoughts pass like a lightening in the dark
I drool, halt and smear & feel the breeze; then walk in the rain

Powerful are the games, the mind plays
Tricking actions; fouling words
Recollects reactions, brings regrets…
Of wishful desires which lay on the edge of swords
I pause, smile and look toward heaven; then walk in the rain

Thuds grew heavy inside, gasps swell as never will die
Glimpses of memories splash and flash
With desires I longed which faded as the light…
In a day won and cheered by the clouds, I wished my heart wasn’t so dry
I walk in the rain so no one can see me cry.

It's majical

It’s magical
I always dreamt, never believed until felt
The closeness or the hollowness
The completeness or the be-wilderness
Sensing the tender; feeling the unfelt
It’s inexplicable; it’s magical

The nearness is comforting; silence healing
The swiftness or the slowness
The infiniteness or the unambiguousness
Believing a shadow; witnessing a path breaking
It’s inexplicable; it’s magical

The reasoning is futile; logic bygone
The pleasantness or the vileness
The forgetfulness or the liveliness
Walking happiness; keeping sane
It’s inexplicable; it’s magical

Separation....

It is not often you wait for time;
A time to stop by, stand still and never fume
She was all set to bid me adieu
Wave that kiss deep inside I don’t want
Amidst the entire rattle we two stood still
Holding arms, just gazing each other
I wanted her to say something, she would say none
I wanted to speak a hundred words, throat would just choke
I wished for the time to stop and never pass by
Did not talk for minutes, stood still but frenzied inside
I tried to utter; my lips wouldn’t move
With trembling cheeks, I tried to smile
And small droplets dripped from my eyes
There was this pain of separation which we struggled to fight
Eventually it came and came very hard
With an unruffled smile she took a heavy step
Waved that kiss and let loose the tears which kept floating in the eyes
And I stood gazing that wave; trying to catch a glimpse
Wishing for the time to just stop by

I'm addicted to you!

You bring me life, your bring me fun
The spirit inside just keeps growing with you
No matter what, the emotions keep swelling with you
All these days I’ve been looking for love
When the truth is I’m addicted to you

A lot of colors hidden came alive with you
The sun rose and hid, the moon shone and faded
It’s your brightness that lit my days
You give me the power the courage to keep going
With you everything just keeps flowing
All these days I’ve been looking for love
When the truth is I’m addicted to you

Your touch, warmth and kisses
Just like a child I keep embracing
You inspire me, fill the hollowness inside
With you everything feels great
You have taken my heart, I’m completed by you
You bring me life, your bring me joy
And the truth is that I’m addicted to you

It’s a whole new world

It’s a whole new world when I’m with you
Unbelievable, uncanny, unpretentiously vivid
It’s your charm that sets the world apart
Drive me crazy; pull me candidly close to you

I feel time stopping by
Smiling, asking to cherish every moment
Faces around vanish, a sudden lull prevails
Nothing moves but you, even the air dance to your tune
I just see your lips moving; hear my heart thumping
Everything gets ravishing
The way you move your head, tuck that fluttering hair
Eyes so bright, smile so vibrant, everything about you feels so new
I stare foolishly, amazed at your sheer beauty

You mesmerize me; your fragrance enchant me
I love to hear; you have so much to say
I love to gaze; you look astonishing
Happiness is when I’m with you
Perfection is when you are with me
Everything about me is about you
It’s a whole new world when I’m with you
No one makes me feel the way, you do
I feel the only thing I can do, is love you
For it’s a whole new world when I’m with you!

I only love being bewitched by you!

I don’t know why…I don’t want to know why
Sleepless nights bring amorous gifts
Memoirs get rich, vivid and wide
I love to watch you work in sly

I never wanted to look into your eyes
I knew there is glee…I feared to fall in love
I was the king of my forsaken castle
The castle I often strolled under the shines
But I looked into your eyes…lost my castle…lost all

I don’t know why….I don’t want to know why
I only love….being bewitched by you!

I now smile a lot…dance alone inside wooden walls
Feel my vein run wild…gaze floating clouds
Think only about the thief of my castle
Wish for her hands…take her under the falls
Watch her play and dance like the water.
Lie on the meadows green with the sublime matter

I don’t know why…I don’t want to know why
I only love…being bewitched by you!

I have lost all….the valiant knight I made has lost
The enemy I feared the most…has struck
She smiles and giggles…peeps stealthily
I love this intrusion…the invasion of my mind

I don’t know why…I don’t want to know
I only love…being bewitched by you!

Illusion of sunshine....

I’m perplexed …..the reasons obviously lie

For I wander again under the open sky

Painting images with paints dry

It’s the magic of her voice that tinkled my ears!

A reality or an illusion of sunshine

Can’t figure for she sounds Divine!

The spell has been cast….it took no time

For the mood is in swing

The whispers soft are still felt

The warm breathe can be touched…it still lasts

A sweet poison or an illusion of sunshine

Can’t figure for she sounds Divine!

She is unusually sweet…unusually profound

A miracle from the Holy Grail

An extract of the unsung Psalm

Not a mortal, she looks Celestial

A haloed stature or an illusion of sunshine

Can’t figure for she sounds Divine!

Innocent, bright full of charm

Bathed in love, attired in simplicity

The freshness of her voice

The ever loving perpetual smile

A speechless beauty or an illusion of sunshine

Can’t figure for she sounds Divine!

I have talked…. I have felt

Her acts in jolly, the childlike folly

The cute expressions in puzzle

Unexpected kisses to dazzle

An expatiation of perfection or an illusion of sunshine

Can’t figure for she sounds Divine!

Yes I’m perplexed! For I’m with a Divine!!!

I am me because of you!

I’m me because of you,
Exaggeration it may seem;
Incongruous I may sound, but the truth is this
I’m me because of you!

Every night I dream of a wonderful tomorrow
Flip and fly with you by my side
Try the twists I practiced yesterday
Dine candidly in lavishing style
Bounty of falling prey to your eternal charm is…
Creation of a new myself with you by my side;
Incongruous I may sound, but the truth is,
I’m me because of you!

So ravishing is your beauty
It mesmerizes me all the time
I try to be myself but fail miserably every time
Glee is what I fear, glee is what you bring
In a way my acts have become cognitive
And retrospective are my deeds
Incongruous I may sound, but the truth is,
I’m me because of you!

I try to find words to match your serenity,
I wade in emotions born out of you;
I am dazzled by your simplicity, your trueness,
So profound is your grace that eternity nears me
I am pragmatic in my own true self
For you have kindled my world
Incongruous I may sound, but the truth is,
I’m me because of you!

Every time I fall, glare in qualm
You render me strength, the will to strive
A magician you are, you make my wishes come true
You made me lose to gain you
It’s a whole new world, a whole new sensation
I see you in me like a Divine
Incongruous I may sound, but the truth is,
I’m me because of you!

I'm not a slave!

I'm not a slave m
-not of the flesh....

Who not taste bitterness of mortality
linger in darkness and doubt
Search bliss in rotten sand
cry mournfully for paternal land

Call me all; not a slave m
-not of the flesh.

Immortal lust away from sadness
away from grief; unloving despair
Unrecoiled desire in broken piece
Tear the pain of unwound wounds
Hung the path with tilted thorns
There will walk a fearless flesh

Call me all; not a slave m
-not of the flesh.

Tint of red on floor untread
Shake Heavens to raise head
Praise the soil...embrace grace
Strengths of rainbow will never fade
Gather again mortal fragrance
Build a stature worthy of remembrance

I'm all; not a slave m
-not of the flesh.

Silent Love....

Promises of faith all make
Seldom put timid life on stake
Endless cries, gasping mourns
Dies soon as never grown...


Baby morning brings love so old
Voyage new..hot above inside cold!
Come feel the heart through my eyes
Tread once in quivering flesh
Broken walls trembling floor...


Hear your name in healing silence
Lives to come do not know
Depths of love never measured
Treasures rich, glittering gold...do not own...

-Stand alone only a pure soul
Cannot die or bring shining stars of gloomy night...but...
Love you endlessely...LOVE!


Come if not but once on my grave
See the fading smile...open arms...
Dying whispers...and galling dreams...

-Epochs to come will witness the truth
Below the epitaph lie Quite!

Tomorrow will be Mine!

Tomorrow will be Mine!
I shaped it today...
Gravely desire born ago
Sure to get the Lonely Devine

A saga of old love
or centuries desire
Whatever be it will be Mine.

Blow thee wind, move thee sand
Tropical waves huge,broad and wide
Tire in sun be fierce and wild
Steps of humility not on sand...

A great beginning
or a humble end
Whatever be it will be Mine!